Miscarriage

I woke up this morning like things were the same
I didn't know that you were in pain
I brushed my teeth, I combed my hair
I went to the closet and decided what to wear
I grabbed my keys, kissed my husband goodbye
And now i sit here trying my best not to cry.
I felt fine you see, there was no pain to share
I didn't even know that you were inside of there
You were what i wanted, this i hope you know
But it wasn't you time though i wish it wasn't so
You were the missing piece to complete my happy world
I wouldn't have cared if you were a boy or girl
You were a surprise, a very happy one
But i never knew about you until our time was done
I woke up this morning, and things weren't the same
I knew something was wrong i could feel the pain
First the tares and then the cramping
I knew from that very moment what was happening
i was loosing you, you were slipping from existence
I ran to the bathroom hoping i could give you a chance
But it was too late you had slipped from me
There was nothing to identify nothing to keep
You didn't have a body, you could be more than a week
There was nothing i could bury, or anyone to hold
No one will ever understand but every one tried to console
I just hope you know i loved you hope you know i cared
I would have told you everyday if i'd just known you were there
I wish i could have kept you but there is no sign of you i can salvage
This is a moment i will never forget, the day of my miscarriage